I know I havent posted anything in a while..which is wierd for me..but oh well.Six Flags was totally wicked awesome :) The first thing I got on was the ninja [[roller coaster]].I rode everything except 4 2 roller coasters.I walked around with Brooke the whole time and she wanted to ride everything so we did.I was scared that the roller coasters were gunna hurt her back cuz ur not supposed to get on them if you have any type of back problems or if you've had surgery recently.She said nothing hurt her so that was good.Next weekend I'm going to Visionland [[the water park and the theme park]].Woo! :) I getta ride the baby rides with Skylar hehe.lol.Skylar is 6 months today :) She's growing up WAY too fast :( She can already say mama :( I can't wait to see her in the pool with her swimsuit on [[cuz she's chubby]] hehe.lol.Well nothing more to say really...comment me :)

-Lib-

*~*If You Hate Emo People...Read This*~*

HATE EMO?
READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more **** from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing.

ITS SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

KEEP ON LAUGHING

isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS

KEEP ON LAUGHING.

*~*The Despair Faction*~*

YAY!!!! I'll stop with the yay thing before I scare anybody else off.I just got my membership package for The Despair Faction (AFI's official fan club).I called Felicia and started screaming on the phone...right before I knocked the bulletin board off my wall and it broke in half.That was my bad.God I can't wait much longer 'til I getta c Davey and Jade A.K.A. my husbands.lol.Ok you know I've got to get embarrassed atleast one time a day.It's become part of my daily routine.Well yesterday,I bought...well..my dad bought me a $125 guitar case for "Jade" and i was like wicked excited.Well I was at my dad's and i was bout to get to go to my sisters house.I had to fit my fat butt in the back seat of Sonya's tiny truck with that gigantic guitar case.Well I had decided that since I named my guitar Jade that I'd name the case Davey.Well Marlaina was trying to explain to me yesterday how to put the guitar case in the backseat where I could fint back there with it.Since I named it Davey...I said "So you just want me to put Davey between my legs?" My face turned blood red and everything got all awkward cuz my dad,Marlaina,and Sonya heard me say it.Trying to change the subject she started talking about Skylar.Well this morning I woke up thinking about what  had said and I walked up to Marlaina and I told her,"I swear I didn't mean it that way.I only meant that Davey is so long that I didn't think he'd fit."Once again I said it before I thought about what I was saying and I got embarrassed again.lol.Well.Comment me...lol

*~*Lib*~*

(Brendon...I gotta tell you something so when you read this...call me)

Currently Listening Decemberunderground By AFI The Interview see related

I'm me and that's all I am...

Some links to some of AFI's music videos.

http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/a/afi/girls_not_grey.html <Girls Not Grey(An extremely weird video but I love the song.Davey was so cute with long hair!lol)

http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/a/afi/the_days_of_the_phoenix.html <The Days Of The Phoenix by AFI (Davey can really pull off the black lipstick)

This is for those people who try to judge me.This is for the people that constantly ask me "Are you gothic?!","Are you emo?!","Are you suicidal?!","Do you believe in God?!",etc.

If im not the 1 you want me to be
I dont care im me
If im not the 1 you dream of at night
I dont care im me
If im too uncontrolable to be with
I dont care im me
If im too random
I dont care im me
If im too open
I dont care im me
If im not the 1 you wanna love anymore
I dont care im me
If im not the 1 that you wanna kiss anymore
I dont care im me
If you dont like who i am 
I dont care
As long as im me
And not what others want me to be
You see
I dont care im me

<Posted by dan5889 on MyYearbook.

I'm tired of explaining everything to people.I'm tired of people judging me because they don't understand the way I act or the music I listen to.To answer all the questions even though I shouldn't,yes,I do believe in God.I always have believed in God.I'm not suicidal.And I'm ME if being ME means that I'm emo or gothic...then so be it.Just shut up and get over it.I just wanted to get this out there so I don't have to explain anything else to anybody even though I doubt that this probably won't even help.Well I'm gunna go..leave comments.

-*-Lib-*-

Here's a picture of Jade (my electric guitar that I got last Saturday that I love to DEATH)

<Isn't he hot...uuum..I mean gorgeous...uuum..I meant wicked awesome?!http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/a/afi/the_leaving_song_pt_ii.html  <Music video to The Leaving Song Pt.2 by AFI

Currently Listening Decemberunderground By AFI Love Like Winter see related

My First Blog

Hey.This is my new xanga (duh).I really have nothing else to say 'cept...LEAVE ME COMMENTS!....Please

*Lib*